I remember
a clear summer night in rural Oregon when I first connected
with the
moon. I'd been celebrating with a Coven filled with wonderful
individuals
and our Circle had just ended. We were all hot and panting
from an
enthusiastic spiral dance and slowly broke into groups, slowly
drawn
by various topics of conversation. I wandered off alone, sitting in
the midst
of a nearby field while the rest of the coven talked and milled
about.
There, in the darkness, I gazed upon the face of Luna and
wondered
what my ancestors thought and felt when they gazed up at the
same sky.
One by
one, my Coven-mates came and joined me and we talked about
the past,
about the legacy our ancestors had left us. Did our ancestors
realize
that the moon was a satellite that orbits the world we live on? Or
was it
simply a constant companion whose light ebbed and flowed, setting
the lunar
month? We talked about what each of us would feel if, unfettered
by the
words of science, we stared up at the moon with a mystical awe.
It wasn't
a book we were learning from, or even a physical teacher. We
learned
from the moon itself, from the magick that permeated the air from
our Circle
and spiral dance. It was the whispered voices of our ancestors
that spoke
to us, as our minds let go of the bonds of time and slipped back
through
the centuries to earlier rituals. And for the first time, as we lay in
the open
field, gazing up at the light of the full moon, I didn't just know
what the
moon meant. I understood.
In Wicca,
the moon is associated with the Goddess. The new moon
symbolizes
new beginnings; an appropriate time to perform magick that
begins
a new chapter of our lives or blesses a new undertaking. As the
moon tiptoes
just past new, waxing toward fullness, it represents the
Goddess
as Maiden. The lunar month is new and fresh, the possibilities it
holds
are endless. Just as we grow and mature, so the moon waxes and
grows
full. In the full moon we find a time of bounty and fullness, the
perfect
time to charge ritual tools and stones with lunar energy. It
symbolizes
the Goddess as Mother, fertile and full. As the lunar month
continues,
the moon begins to wane, the time of the Crone. Though the
moon's
light is fading, we are filled with the wisdom that we have gleaned
since
the moon was new, the lessons we've learned throughout the lunar
month.
This is an appropriate time to cleanse ritual tools and stones in
moonlight,
leaving them on a window sill or under a tree, letting the waning
moon take
the old energy with it as it fades, leaving the items clean and
fresh
as the moon becomes new.
The celebrations
we hold during the various aspects of the moon are called
Esbats.
They are more than just a time of lunar magick, but serve other
purposes
as well. As we raise the energy for our rites, as the magick flows
through
us, we reconnect with the mystical energy of life that is all around
us; in
a very real sense we recharge ourselves with the energy we raise.
Esbats
also serve to heighten our awareness to seasonal changes. In many
cultures
(and some Pagan Traditions) each moon of the year is named.
Sometimes,
the naming of the moon takes on a significance connected to
the immediate
environment. For instance, the "Strawberry Moon" would
be the
time that the local strawberries ripened; the "Snow Moon" might be
the time
of year the first snowfall is due. Other names for the lunar months
are connected
with the Sabbats (our solar festivals) and remind us of the
lore that
accompanies those celebrations. For instance, many Wiccan
Traditions
name the moon closest to Yule as the "Oak Moon," as the oak
tree is
considered to be symbolic of the God and Yule is the Sabbat when
the God
is born.
For many
Traditions, Esbats also serve as a time to take care of Coven
business.
It's a convenient time to address issues and plan future events as
the whole
Coven typically gathers for such festivities.
There are
no rules to celebrate an Esbat. It can be a time of honoring the
Goddess
or observing a specific season of the year. An Esbat can be a
time for
working magick or it can be a time of gathering to address
mundane
issues. However you choose to observe the occasion, it will
mean more
to you if you can truly appreciate the experience. On that
special
night sitting in the field with my Coven-mates, I came upon a
technique
for connecting with the moon. Feel free to develop your own
approach
to understanding the Esbat, but this is what worked for me.
Sit outside
under the moon (or, if your environment isn't too safe, sit in a
window)
and clear your mind as you gaze up into the night sky. Take a
moment
and imagine what your early ancestors must have felt and believed
during
that phase of the moon. Let your mind wander back to earlier times.
Imagine
yourself in an early society, one that honored the lunar cycle. How
do you
feel? What do you think? What does the moon mean to you?
It may
seem silly at first, but we honor the same moon that our spiritual
ancestors
honored. It is no more or no less mystical to us than it was to
them.
And each Esbat, we set aside a bit of time to reconnect with the
energy
around us, with the Goddess symbolized in the moon, and with
luna's
pale light that shines down on us, just as it did so very long ago.